shudder birdmad a nervous twitch sometimes indicative of pleasure or the anticipation thereof, and at other times indicative of discomfort 010119 ... sammy i do to know the toss is rigged; everybody dice 010417 ... pralines&cream I shuddered when I read some someone's posts tonight ... and not in a good way. 020329 ... trixie not always such a bad thing when your friends touch you and you're not sure what it means... is he interested? or is he just touchy feely. anyway, its nice and builds up all night and then your body wants to see him again and your mind just goes along for the ride. 030616 ... TalviFatin Soft light filtering through your porch is still on Computer blinking a green hue the room is getting too warm Tossing the covers, turning over I can feel you hit my thigh I want so much just to tell you instead I lay there and silently sigh You shudder when I touch your back ever so lightly with fingertips tracing your spine up to your neck I try desperately not to breathe The only thing you feel is me I wonder if it hurts You shake so violently I dont even get a smirk You keep your eyes closed and moan softly when i try to leave guilt visits but I flee indefinately 031202 ... nonsensical shivers at night, and slowly i open my eyes, a sudden realization that it is morning. 031202 ... (_) breathe deep lonliness for them all alone and i can't take it away 060616 ... three_single_words three_single_words 060822 what's it to you? who go blather from