in_its_details_of_destructive_lust blue sky with clouds he closed the heavy oak door and turned the steel, ornate knob to make sure it latched shut. he walked on the beehive tiled landing and down the marble steps, footfalls echoing like the sound of his hollow, selfish heart. she became for him what no woman wants to be, and when he moved through the black iron gate, into the day that knew him not, he realized he was ruined and the lie he would live was a ghost that would haunt him the rest of his life. 020511 ... unhinged that are blurred from the somewhat moderate use of drugs it's funny how one night changes everything and when i see you from across the room the anger still growls up inside but when all your attention is focused on me i smile do what you want i will always appear to forgive you while behind my eyes the hurt still growls up inside 020511 ... misstree like a siren's sailor, i bashed myself to bits against your rocky shore. 020512 ... ever dumbening a massive gathering fireworks draw the crush imagine--we bump randomly the woman i should love 020512 ... Spare Change Heated looks and whispered passions we became each others antithesis. We engaged in a war of wantoness, we fought across the bedroom battleground. We tore each other down taking things we could not give back. darkness caused by the blood in our eyes. Our ravening fingers seeking out each others weakest point. We left each other broken and souless, with out regret, without remorse. 030907 ... Constance it made the struggle worth enduring. 040221 what's it to you? who go blather from