crawling
birdmad evolution fish walk on puddles like an amphibian jesus

somewhere between earth and heaven
011120
...
so fucking lost crawling

palms bloodied
knees torn

crawling through

cuts infected
bruises swelling

crawling through this

head down
hair dragging

crawling through this shit

blinded
by
it
all.

if i close my eyes
it makes it easier.
if i close my eyes
i might dissapear.

i close my eyes
and hope like hell
i wont be here
when i open them again


on my hands and knees
020717
...
Nathan88 and inching its way to the worse day of my life
we shall see
030207
...
Death of a Rose a net of pen stained binders,
swinging on fake chains,
creaking and slapping each other.
Hanging like forgotten pictures.
031016
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from