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nom did you get my message
it was carved into the rings
in the roots of my soul

it was dark when i scribbled it
the moon was hiding with the stars
i can't tell what i wrote
my hand wasn't too steady
i think you must see
how opaque i feel
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Death of a Rose is where you pressed me, a trashy romance novel, smothering phrases so unlikely to become reality. So, here I am still, flattened like roadkill. 031018
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wingedSerpent the paper edge that bites my finger and leaves a crimson streak to interrupt the field of black and white 031018
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realisitic optimist is where the experience of living mixes with the experience of experience. 031018
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whitechocolatewalrus between the pages of here and never, i lose myself almost entirely. 031229
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sometimes_she Read her like a book
She wont care as long as you are gentle
They all know everything about her
But not what the author ever meant to say.

Flipping through the pages
Skipping from beginning to the end
How she wishes they would read between the lines
And see just what she holds inside.

They judge her with the title
And the way the pages fray
But she holds so much within the bindings
That the words will never say.

One might say shes all too quite
Yet she screams now day and night
You will never hear her
Because you will never try.




feels empty.
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monee glass_skin_metal_wings_paper_clothes 050101
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in a silent way the words beneath words
itchy sentiment butting up against
selective memory
all of us heroes
villains
and every shade of grey
wedged between the monochrome
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unhinged like other peoples crumbs in your library book 170626
what's it to you?
who go
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