amo unhinged lo mas 121113 ... unhinged i have been thinking of you so much. i think the part that i miss the most is sharing my life with you, the routine we had. i want that again. i want to text you. i want the back and forth and push and pull. i want to have your body next to mine on the couch when i read in the morning. and then i remember all the nasty little critical things you said to me. the way we fought every time we were together after i moved to seattle. so i refrain i don't text you cause when we do that now it's awkward stilted weird but everyday i hope good things for you hope that you are well hope that you find someone new more better suited to you 121122 ... unhinged i know how this goes. my heart is fixated on you cause you were the last one and there are no others all_i_need but_eventually , possibly even years from now, i will find another torrential puppy_love and all this pain and sadness will be reduced to blue words and photographic_memory 121202 ... unhinged . everyday i hope good things for you still still you are the only one that treated me with any love, respect 130426 what's it to you? who go blather from