sitting_quiet sab playing with my gift click open click shut click open click shut not saying anything not doing anything jsut sitting there clicking open clicking shut clicking open clicking shut its not really a way to communicate with someone. i sent you the last poem i wrote you and you put it on your lj, saying you drowned in it but never spoke a word to me about it. so, this time. i choose to say this here instead remember that i love you and that i am waiting for you to come home you don't have to come home til your ready darlin' but a smile occasionally might be nice. or even if you could just look me in the eye i know it's hard, little one. but pretending that i dont exsist, if that was what that was, isn't going to help anything i'm still the same girl and i'm still here and you are welcome home [my arms are open and ready] whenever you are ready. 040414 ... sab and now, after you've left i find myself drowning in the wordlessness in my head and all i can see is your bowed head as you sat on my couch not saying a word i miss you little one. heal thyself and come back soon. 040414 ... sab heal_thyself 040414 ... sab and girl_heal_thyself because when i find something good i like to explore it 040414 what's it to you? who go blather from