it_starts lost it's starting already. i have only been with her for about 3 weeks now. i am starting to fall for her. everytime i hug her and hold her i feel a warmth in me. i feel happy. everytime i kiss her i fall more in love with her. i wish i could just tell her. i dont know how she really feels though. i can that she likes me. and everyday i can tell that she wants to be with me more and more. everyday we get more touchy. we are always holding eachother and stuff now. she is the most loving person i have ever been with. i just hope she doesnt do like the others. because then maybe i will give up. just like i say i will. 011018 ... the cheer-up kid Courage, my boy, courage. You are being tested to see if you deserve happiness. Can you love without fear? 011019 ... Dafremen If she does....look to yourself for the answer lost. Chances are you're the "push-folx-away" kind and you just don't know it. 011019 ... lost i am like that. i push them away on purpose, and what i really want is for them to be close to me. nothing i do really pushes her away. she just knows i am strange and knows she is strange as well and accepts it. i love her for that. 011019 ... dB If you fight, fight without fear. If you love, over without reservation. Otherwise get out of the kitchen, I'm trying to fuckin' cook. I know enough to understand that love is never worth the price it asks, but you folks seem to always start digging for your wallets (metaphorically) every time a dame gives you that big wet-wide-eyed look. Whatever works for you though. 011019 ... puredream It starts and I can't make it stop It's already begun and I can't turn around I can't make is stop. It starts. Do I want to make it stop? 040603 what's it to you? who go blather from