alone_all_day spiffy all day all alone. all day in my dark room. all day left here, seemingly forgetten. all day abandoned. all day without a single word. all day sitting and typing. all day long. all day. i woke up this morning and found myself alone. "no one ever tells me anything." is what i thought. i know my mom is at work. i have no clue where my dad is, and when he is getting home. not that i care to have their company. i would like some sort of companionship... at some point during the day though. to at least be reminded that i am still here in reality. to know that time did not forget me. to know that there is life out there in this seemingly dead existance. it is like everything has just stopped. it is like the darkness just captured me in some moment and will leave me hanging there in a serene balance between time til i realize what has happened. 040618 ... witchesrequiem At least at some point you will hear some clatter of a parent... 5 years on your own...I miss them on my ass! Not that they ever cared, unless it was convienent! Now..it's just me, 2 cats and a and music sung by people long and buried. Oh I forgot my flakey agent! All 50 Bitches I work with..and the guy that takes care of the lawn I never see.....! 040619 ... pSyche there were a few people... but they were not really there. it was all hollow. empty. faux. they were not real people. 050727 what's it to you? who go blather from