sorry_for_the_nice_person_comment shiva after you left, i realized it was a lot harsher than i meant. sarcasm is biting. i think it was more of a response to my life covertly being called worthless, although i'm sure that's not what you meant. it made me feel inferior, and so i tried to make you feel inferior, to make myself feel superior. the same thing any human being would do in response to threat, whether to health or self-opinion. although i try to be above that sort of thing. ah well. no one is perfect. that is such a cop-out statement. no, nobody is perfect, but that doesn't mean we shouldn't try. anyway, i will try to not care so much about what people think about me. only enough to keep a few friends, and then i will live for myself and not care what anyone else thinks. yeah right. i will stay awake worrying about what people will think when they read this. anyway, i don't know if you are a blatherer. if so, and you know who you are, accept my apologies for a misspoken word, pardon my transgressions, but please pretend you didn't read this. there was a hell of a lot more than that, completely unrelated to the title, but blather_is_an_asshole, and i really need to get to bed now. smell ya later. 010215 ... . esotsm 040421 what's it to you? who go blather from