shut_in unhinged i choke on my feelings drink alone im_so_angry so fucking angry all i can taste bile 090520 ... jane misanthrope 090521 ... unhinged and the fear of losing my job only makes it worse (i want to stay home today curled up on my futon watching bad tv) 090521 ... unhinged because all the people i could think to call stopped answering my calls long ago because eating dinner alone eavesdropping on other conversations intensifies my loneliness because walking around seeing people holding hands only serves to remind me how empty_handed i am 090603 ... the oppositer open_out 090603 ... camille one who has closed their mind to endless possibilities one who cannot be spontaneous one who limits themselves to the people around them one who looks at the blue sky and that's all they see one who is bound by beliefs that does not allow them to experience or express freedom one who is convinced that others are the problem one who cannot appreciate the beauty of thought through words or ideas expressed by another regardless of the subject stepping off the soap box retreating behind the curtains i enjoy reading each of your thoughts blatherere'ers 090603 ... unhinged once again silent phone empty_handed (but not all that angry about it this time; most people are major fucking disappointments) 100921 what's it to you? who go blather from