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unhinged i saw angelina jolie on inside the actors studio tonight and as cliche as it is


god do i want to do her
and be her
and breathe her





she is the female hero of my own pretend celebrity world where snoop dogg is my male hero.

so beautiful; and when she talked about her son she got tears in her eyes.
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flexible *crosses her fingers in the desperate hope that it's not*

please. don't let this be. i hate him more than anyone, one of the purest emotions i have ever felt, i loathe him.

but you know what they say, love and hate are opposite poles and just as attractive.

what of loathing?

don't let this intense, passionate, all-encompassing hatred be anyhting more. whoever, whatever's out there, whatever fate, cruel god, twisted chess players dictating my life: don't let this be. i know i'm more than a match for him, but he's not worth it.

why can't i just let this go?


(you get under my skin)
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unhinged john_and_i


and my obsessive mind picking it to bits, knowing it's no good for me. but my heart still wants to love him, help him, save him.

he bristles, 'stay away;' and my mind agrees while my heart argues.
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