idea_of_somewhere_else nothingissacred Under a paradise sky somewhere tropical, where the first thing you think of is sunscreen and palm trees, an idea of somewhere else dilates with a scream. Muttering something about 'california or bust' a girl dives out of her body and becomes part of the ocean somewhere past the horizon. She's tasted the edges of waves before and the beaten age of sand but this time it all just swallows her. 021128 ... nothingissacred Letters abound, they slither and wrap around every move I make and the word goodbye wraps around the handle of a doorknob abandoned, shivering in the fleeting warm from its brief affair with my fingertips. my footsteps scream their onomatopoeia resounding with every stomp away from a doorway i now know only as an exit. i'd speak, but my words are clenched in my throat and busy spelling out my weakness through the teetering of my tears upon the edges of my eyes where my eyelashes unfurl. I know beyond noise and poetry, the ideas and the embellishments, that you are not the one to share my forever with... I've just a stale goodbye and the shaking moan of failure. 021129 ... Suicide Snowman the only thing that gets my ass out of bed in the morning.. the idea that there is somewhere else... 021129 ... desculpame I didn't mean to crash this dream just by being me I knew better than to come too close until that day 021129 what's it to you? who go blather from