hello_he_lied sixteen ^(quote from....somewhere)^ Not knowing who to trust is frustrating, so i give up on everyone. I give up on Kat, who is the biggest hypocrite I know. I give up on Zach,Kats exboyfriend who called me a slut and then turned around and made out with me and told everyone he was in love with me. This is not love. I give up on Shoshanna, who never lets me talk unless its about her. I give up on Eve whose only skill is lying and befriending weird freshmen. Mostly I give up on myself because I never know what to do. "hello," he lied. He shows me secrets when I look him in the face. I stare at the floor and know that its over. I am not sad for myself. I am always just a body. I feel for him. His doubt having faded and healed, scarred into certainty and a premature peace. Now, ripped back open for the zillionth time because I can't deal with his past or his eyes or honesty. I'm done with all of this. 030825 ... TalviFatin when its more like goodbye 040412 ... neesh hello was always a lie for him, though people told him their truths in return. hello would have been closure, if he'd ever been any good at closure. at the time, he made a point of not saying goodbye, though it had been on his mind. "i missed you," she confessed, for his greeting. "i missed you too," and here was his truth. he always misses. 051118 ... sab im ok she said 051119 what's it to you? who go blather from