flee Mistress Q An Ode To The Art Of Self Destruction - "Close your eyes to see what is truely real," my angel told me. So I did. And I saw the most wonderful things you can imagne! "Listen with closed ears," she told me, "You will hear only what is good." So I did. And the sounds that I heard were always quite pleasing. "Keep your heart safely locked away as not to have it broken," she said. So I did. And safely locked away in a chastity belt of the soul it still is..... never to be touched. "If you follow my advice you will surely be happy as I have taken the opposite path and look how I ended up." She was always so sad. So here i sit in my dream world, hearing only what i want to, cold and calculated, forgetting how it feels to love as even my angel has left me. I am always so sad. 030430 ... nomme i run through the day barefoot into the night the struggle of night northern sky horizon of smoke forest of me 030804 ... DeathReptile To self-destruct could be considered a quick and pleasant way to escape the endless forest of me. Or blowing up the outside world and the consciousness I own that screams me every single day I face the looking glass. Everything is upsidedown and life is HELL. 030806 ... ferret ummm wait... what was i going to say? 030806 ... Strideo "let us fly" said the flea "let us flee" said the fly and they flew through the flaw in the fleu ... 030806 what's it to you? who go blather from