youleavemebreathless Sparticus every moment. every day. i can be doing any one of the things i do: eating dreaming singing acting wasting (time) filming acting singing being (me) and it comes. it comes hard and fast and deliriously delicious. and i am floored. by you. and your beautygracebeauty. and i know. that i love you 030602 ... endless desire you see, i usually do not like drowning slipping falling. losing the control i so desire. but i guess this is only because i have never chosen to drown in something i love. slip into something that comforts me. fall into your warm embrace. and so when i look at those things which i so often dread, i realize, that through a different light they are all i long to do. forever and always long to drown, slip, fall. and this life begins captivate me in its festive dance i am enchanted by your movements, your very presents in my life. *i must remind myself to breath. 030602 ... pSyche running_up_that_hill is not as easy as it looks. 070101 ... unhinged your lips your hands i would like to know them better your eyes your_voice i already have to turn away your words your actions i can't reconcile them in my feeble brain i want you i need you i felt stranded by you and the anger left me breathless but i am not the only one who suffers i love you your contentedness making me content for_now thoughts of the future leaving me breathless 070101 ... pSyche when you take away my oxygen tank. Hospitals are fun places but not romantic. 070221 ... . no more hospital please i beg you 070222 ... demure no not romantic but it is when you talk.. pg 59... sorry i was too shy to tell you i liked that one better of course 070223 what's it to you? who go blather from