wrist_licking
the void I can give foot massages
and I do with
(quite) frequency

but I can't touch a persons hands
no, never
too much of a power thing

the hands have everything
it feels like an invasion of soul

and I don't like to have my wrists licked
though it might be nice
but the scar there
reminds me of mistakes
and him
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lost i have never cut myself on my wrist. i always do it on me leg. just as bad yet not quite as noticable. if i were going to kill myself it would prolly be with a gun. or a noose. 010621
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~gez~ i did a bit of this, along with biting once when i met someone. i enjoyed it alot

i think hands are the best part of a person
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unhinged like an injured cat; i guess my own cat conjured up the image


she was a compulsive groomer, my cat. her long hair probably only excited this fact and during the day she spent most of her hours eating, grooming, and lounging/sleeping. she was a dark on dark tiger striped cat with a white throat, belly, and what appeared to be little boots. she was very prideful of her appearance and i swear to god she spent a proscribed amount of minutes posing to the world after she finished a grooming session. and like many cats, to get the hard to reach spots on her face and head she would lick her little wrists right above the little white paws and then rub her face with them. and i would always go and touch the wet spots she made by cleaning herself like this and she would glare at me and then reclean the spot that i had contaminated with my dirty hands.

i miss her, my little finicky bitch of a cat.
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