putting_reality_into_scattered_mind hsg p_r_i_s_m 091206 ... In_Bloom If I could, I would. Could I become a spectrum of colors you would want to see? If only, everything 091206 ... hsg maybe_yes_maybe_no Why not play and find out? 091206 ... unhinged gathering the truth to me like a down comforter 091207 ... unhinged (just be the colors YOU want to see; ironically, they will attract someone to you that wants to see them) 091207 ... hsg Thank_you for the reminder and I will continue. no_one seems to want to color with the ink running off the wet cardboard that the crayons came in. Then again I don't want to be with the waxes anyway. 091208 ... unhinged i've noticed sometimes reality makes a lonely partner. maybe cause most people are caught up in their own ignorance. i used to want to change the world. now i just want to change myself. which i guess is still changing the world, just localized. i really am the only person i have control over. 'so if a change is gonna come let it start with me because i see and if my words fall on deaf ears let_it_be cause i see i see the truth' element 091209 ... no reason "i really am the only person i have control over" i like that, unhinged 091209 ... unhinged . radiant heart yoga by shiva rea 100911 ... unhinged six hours of sitting and walking meditation tomorrow *sigh* 110114 ... lg reality is really_fucking_hard to deal with right now. 110115 ... Ouroboros integration 110117 ... unhinged i need to get back on my meditation and yoga wagons 181120 what's it to you? who go blather from