no_one notme is there 040324 ... no reason wants to deal with anything real 100313 ... ungreat I have no one to talk to, to confide in, to trust. I have anger that is so deeply rooted in my being that I'm becoming toxic. I can't function any more, I can't pretend to be human. If there were any one I thought cared to try to understand, who could fathom how hurt, ugly, frustrated, and enraged I am all the time, then maybe I could go on masquerading as a member of society. Instead when I try to think of a number to call there's a dull buzz in my head because no names come to mind, no faces, no numbers, no one comes up, just blank thoughts. I just don't know how to get through this without some one else. 111226 ... tessa I'm listening. 111226 what's it to you? who go blather from