i'm_sick_of_being_made_the_bad_guy blown cherry just let me be what I am for fucks sake! 020306 ... g h o s t "i don't wanna be the bad guy" -everclear 020306 ... Arwyn no shit... I'm always the first one blamed in my family 020307 ... blown cherry AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Just fuck off the lot of you! I haven't got anything left to give to anyone else, I haven't got enough for me anymore. 020512 ... who do you think? yep. it's always a one way thing isn't it? Me, me me. 020512 ... unhinged i know i didn't do anything wrong i was just following the ageless advice of if you don't have anything nice to say don't say anything at all but i knew you were going to think it was something else more vindictive more mean more egotistical and elitist maybe i was being a bad friend for leaving you to deal with him on your own maybe i was a bad friend for not calling but you had made it perfectly clear to me that no matter what i said or did you were going to do what you wanted to so why bother with wasted_breath ? i don't understand what you wanted out of me but i couldn't sit there and watch my friend ruin her life i had to walk away because i didn't want to hurt you i had to walk away for my own sanity that doesn't make me the bad guy i have always maintained that sometimes the biggest part of loving someone is knowing when to walk away but no matter what i do to prove to you that i care about you, love you you will always think that everything i do is manipulative and self-serving in the end the part of me that just wants to give up grows stronger everyday 030309 what's it to you? who go blather from