evolution_of_thought unhinged and_suddenly transformed_with_every_breath the psychic_knots_unraveled f_x_of_meditation 120130 ... iPsycho looking back on my old blathes make me realize how stupid I was. constantly bolstering my stories to feed the ever hungry ego of a 16-17 year old male, seeking approval and love. I feel as though my brain is space rapidly expanding with no end in sight, and my thoughts are like the energy left behind from the initial explosion constantly evolving and changing form and structure. I found the approval and love I was looking for in the form of my wife and child. unconditional love. 120130 ... unhinged i'm glad you have a family, love now dear. i have become increasingly thankful for mine. and little kids are just so damn amazing child_elegance i'm finally coming around to the fact that i might want some of my own one day. the way i feel at any given moment isn't right or wrong, just the color my landscape's painted at that moment. which can change without warning and in inappropriate directions. i faked it til i made it and now i do truly believe it. that this_too_shall_pass my heart is so fucking big and gaping. but i feel best when it is open. no more assholes. no more walls. 120131 ... dafremen see also: soul_motel (They go in..but they don't come out.) 120201 ... firecub3 ...a shoulder to sob 120202 what's it to you? who go blather from