choking_on_the_bones
in a silent way pain is love
love is pain
sometimes it hurts in a pretty way
slow adjustments made in tandem
with concealment and abandon
my mind sharpened with a whetstone
yours a weapon
stiff and time-honed
every sideways glance a seizure
every breath a desert storm

i am choking on the bones of your love
so you can gnaw the gristle from mine
we are eating at each other
one provision at a time

it's so goddamn cold in the city
but your arms are the coldest place i know
when you wake to find me frozen
don't say i didn't tell you so
all your words sound just like weeping
when they're harnessed by your eyes
our tears aren't even rivers
in the skies we have vandalized

i am choking on the bones of your love
so you can gnaw the gristle from mine
we are killing each other
one sweet nothing at a time
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Death of a Rose hmmmm.....choke.....hmmmm....
cough......

how are you feeling out there?

.

don't think it tastes
like it used to.

Can you give it some more?

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Death of a Rose you are already dead,

but can you sway in that indead state?


because I cannot say how one becomes two.


i don't break others
only they do.

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Death of a Rose these fingers
type
upon the marrow
and still type
obfuscate
stop chewing
love

i've found a reason
even though it is lonely
i've found another reason
in each of you

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130525
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in a silent way this thing is now a song.

https://soundcloud.com/user71590066/choking-on-the-bones-rough-mix
130530
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from