the_girl_who_couldn't_cut_it
Aimee That's how I'm feeling lately.. I'm pissing off my entire family by getting married.. but I don't know what's pissing them off the most.. the fact that I want to drop out of school, or the fact that I want to get married... What the hell is so wrong with all of that? It's my life. Just because I'm dropping out now doesn't mean I won't go back later. Yes it will be harder the later in life it is, but damnit, I want to live my life. Maybe I WANT to be a housewife. Maybe I like the idea of being there for my family.. you were never home when I was little, so why can't I be there for my little ones? What's so wrong with it? Why are you so convinced he's going to leave me? *sighs* I just want to follow my heart, and right now it's telling me that I'm miserable where I am. I just can't please everyone. So I'm going to do the entirely selfish thing, and I'm going to do what I want to do. I just don't get it. 011106
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god maybe you don't wanna cut it. you shouldn't have to. brown_shoes_don't_make_it 011106
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protruding rib one time I went to this introduction seminar for a company that wanted us to join their team in selling their products.
it just so happens that their products were knives
he took out the knives and started his demonstration.
they cut through metal
they cut through wood
but would they cut through leather?
he shoved the knife in my hand
and said cut.
but try all I might
I was the_girl_who_couldn't_cut_it
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