losing
jennifer my time
my money
my job(s)
my life
my mind
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Deniedu is something you can get used to but shouldn't 010903
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freakizh today was a bad day, competitively speaking.
in soccer. in volleyball (spelling?). in talent show. in bringing my food. in staying dry.

and finally.. i was naive, and i lost at my favorite battle: sarcasm.

feels like i'm losing myself.
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lie down her life. My life. Sometimes I think its not my life I tell myself it is. She is my life , I am nothing without her. Losing? I think im already lost. 030104
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sting i cant
i cant
i cant stand losing
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rarebit i lost my self somewhere along the way and i don't no when or why i just know that i'm emty and uncaring 040213
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Max512 Is it wrong to say i miss you? 040414
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emmi the art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent to be lost that their loss is no disaster.
-elizabeth bishop
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me project 060802
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Syrope i dreamt that he raped me, finishing quickly and ignoring my tears and struggling to get away. as he went to leave, i spat "she doesn't even like you" and he just laughed.

and that was one of the calmer dreams.
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