happiest_i've_been_in_a_while lost Today my girlfreind came out of the coma. Im so releived. she's ok. im talking to her right now so thats all i feel like posting for now. Peace, lost 010807 ... Dafremen You woke me up for THIS? by Roger Dafremen Harrassed into pulling myself out of bed With a head full of blur, eyelids full of lead Slap my feet down on the cold hard floor I awakened to more than I was waiting for Comes creeping in, straight seeping in The muffled din of the past again Last night, ALL night blazed away As I raced the day, did it all my way Now stopped cuz I'm smacking down regret again I did it yet again, that's what I get again Evening's entertainment left me unentertained With nothing to gain cept maybe rotting my brain The emptiness looks like it's here to stay Cuz though I party and play, it doesn't go away Another goddamned drag to drag around inside With my pounding head and the pain I hide The pain of living, Dad sez I better hide it good Try to be a man and take it like I should Well it's hidden Dad, I hid it good and deep But it hurts so bad unless I party and sleep Then it stops for awhile, and I feel numb instead Almost HAPPY instead, 'til I'm harrassed out of bed. 010808 what's it to you? who go blather from