third_grade
jennifer he made me realize that I should stop dragging people down with me
I should stop venting all my problems to everyone else
he told me I should die
he made me realize that I really don't have a life
he made me realize that I don't need him to have self-worth
but he was the only one that I could see for so long
he told me I will be alone until I die
"tristis est anima mea
usque ad mortem"
latin: my soul is exeeding sorrowful, even unto death
he reiterated that I have never been kissed, and added that I never will be
he made me realize that I can't depend on those that have been there for me for so long
he made me cry and scream
he made me page debi at 1:00 am so I could talk to her
he told me to fall off a cliff
I told him very bad things too
I met his punches
with equal force
nothing more
I warned him
and I knew exactly what 8_word_sentence to say to him to make him cry, and I said it
he told me that I will never finish my movie and that I will never find love
no, scratch that, he said that my "cold, black heart isn't capable of love"
he made me realize that I only know lust and infatuation
I don't want to end up like my mother
alone
he made me realize that I don't need him
but he also made me realize that I need myself before I can drag anyone else into my life
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yolanda doesn't sound much like third grade to me...
sounds intense
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kingsuperspecial it's the grade that comes right after third grade about four or five, or no, three, no, one, two, four, uh, three times. yeah, um, no - two times.

I wish I could count.
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paste! i find myself hanging out there a lot. it's a good place to find sex. 010803
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