oh_my_life tree monster i can count the number on one hand one two three four five you said your dad and your dad's dad were both alcoholics sometimes i feel like everyone i know is an alcoholic but in that moment i wished i could have taken it away i wished i could have had the right words to say i know how you feel i know how you feel i know how you feel i know how you feel but perhaps i'll give it time and my heart will slow down and my arms will stop shaking and my eyes will stop twitching and we can both reflect on everything and everything that is not something and the sun will beat down keeping us warm inside 050529 ... tree monster at the knock on the door i swallowed my breath and opened the door oh damn it's the police "hey" of course we've all been drinking and they probably know it. but they come in and look around, none of our cups or water bottles were contaminated. but there were beer cans and shot glasses i don't know why they let it go. we said it was his roommate and they believed us. they left and i almost felt like crying. 050529 ... tree monster and sometimes i make mistakes we make mistakes it was oh so nice only i wished it wasn't you and i'm so glad it's mutual i was so scared and i'm holding my breath maybe i'll feel better tomorrow 050530 ... Lemon_Soda Blessed or damned? Blessed or damned? All in your point of view... 050531 what's it to you? who go blather from