like_an_idea_she_came_to_me ani but she came too late or maybe too soon... 020807 ... delial it's always the best ideas that i forget the quickest .. 030704 ... User24 that's true, delial 031006 ... pipedream oh yeah...so i sleep with a notebook, because the best ideas come in the half-awake state of the mind...the limbo between consciousness and dreamscape where all the wonderful things glimmer and float in the greyness, as ephemeral as a breath and yet just as precious. 031007 ... . and like a bullet she blew my mind 031007 ... endesire like an idea she came to me and like a bullet she blew my mind beautiful. i dont even know what to its just really nice 031008 ... knot meat across fields of seeds and dust and green that i had forsaken as familiar. there was understanding in her ashened bare feet. her kiss was a question no answer could satisfy. instead, more questions, always more interesting questions. "could one piece of snow eventually fill every possible space in a snow globe?" like an idea she came to me. like a dream fleeing an avalanche, running from some ending like space at its edges. like an idea she came to me, and i would be blank for days later. trying to bring the world to that place she held me, or else spread her throughout the world. 031008 ... jane she spread her wings & landed on my inner cranium leaving footprints that promised to never leave me alone & the desire to see her again 031008 ... . but did i dream her and then awaken? or did she imagine me and change her mind? 031008 ... Death of a Rose And i lost my notebook that should have been beside my bed. Now she fades from my mind, just a breath exhaled. 031015 what's it to you? who go blather from