deep_eyes ~gez~ they drag me in and never let go their attraction overwhelms me and i cant leave i refuse to leave you 020928 ... endless desire he said, "hi deep eyes." and she questioned he explained that they always seem to be somewhere very deep and distant. deep, she doubts it. distant, certainly. distant in that she is so far gone. distant in that she knows her eyes are sad because she feels and aches and breathes this sadness all too well. her lungs are trapped and full of an exhausting sadness. drowning sadness. murdering tears. her bones feel heavy. her skin feels so sick--she doesn't want to live in it. it feels dry and oily, wasted, used. brittle dying. on and on. lips sting, eyes hurt. . .long. her eyes are deep. longing for another place. longing to understand the meaning of colours and leaves and jars. if you could find her somewhere inside her eyes, she'd thank you. pay you a small reward in precious things. but she'd fall right in again, always in again. we all work in vain crashing in vain dying one moment at a time. 031129 what's it to you? who go blather from