bloody_dawn reue I finally step out again and see the dawn See the sky cry bloody tears : Grinning as I feel the weak grass crumble beneath my feet So long since I’ve tasted freedom, so terribly long : How did I ever come to be in that cell? I can still feel its darkness clawing at my sanity : Plumbing the recesses of my mind ‘til nothing remained Just a scared little boy crying, always crying : He’s still with me, watching, waiting Still waiting for that one look of approval : Now it will never come, No more pain glass bottles broken chairs Always my fault, it’s all my fault, screaming into the night : He was gone and then we were free We could do anything, just the two of us : But they came with their sharp blades shining in the firelight Run! Why won’t you run? Crying in the corner as I watched him die : Alone, desperation, nothing left but anger Misguided temper led me back to their shining blades : And into the darkness where my mind rotted away Leaving nothing but hate : Now I am free once more and they shall see my pain See what I shall bring them on this bloody dawn 1/29/03 -- R.D. 031108 what's it to you? who go blather from