at_times_i_think yummyC that maybe I should cut back on the sugar. *shakes violently* shugaaah HIIIGHHHHH 010927 ... Aimee the world is ending. i'm dying. i'm happy. i'm manic. the world is a good place to bed. 010927 ... Inanna at times i think too much 010927 ... birdmad that my reflection in the mirror loathes me as much as i loathe it 010927 ... Stephin Merritt ...That you must be really lonely, waiting for the right moment to decide to be calm. That you want me, that you need me, that I can trust you. Then I come back to reality and wonder why I'm such a gullible asshole. You'd think after all this time I'd handle this shit a lot better than I do, but really, it would be a whole hell of a lot easier if you weren't so un-fucking-believably beautiful. You are the most precious, lovely, exquisite little elf of a man I've ever seen, and I'm completely fucking enthralled. Kill me already. 010927 ... yummyC thats all. sometimes i don't. 011014 ... Casey I'm all alone...and I may have bipolar disorder. 011023 ... ungreat at times i think i've made too many mistakes that i'm totally recovered that i'm crazy that this is what mental illness is that i can control being myself and being less than myself that i can love others when i don't love myself that i love myself... 090714 what's it to you? who go blather from