adipose_dreams flowerock. I had a dream and in the dream I was... fat. I saw my face in the mirror, someone told me I had to see it. They meant that I should see my face and think it was beautiful, but I saw it and felt terrible. I had no idea I had gotten so big. I felt depressed and weighed down, literally. I've been eating late at night, eating potato chips and cheese and so much chocolate... and honey and cashew butter... just too much at once until I pass out for the night... I guess I'm not fat now, I could be and would like to be in better shape, but I'm still "ok"... if I keep up these habits though, I'll be back to weighing over 130 lbs and unhappy about it. It's more about how I feel than the numbers... but I wasn't happy at 130 and I felt better at about 115, I'm inbetween right now around 123. 160724 ... flowerock. I've never had a dream like that before. Where I looked so different. I've dreamed as me with dreads and hair colors a d cuts long gone, but never so physically different. Creeps me out. I don't judge anyone else for how they wear their bodies, do what you feel good doing, I'm only concerned about my own body here. 160724 what's it to you? who go blather from