today_is_a_bad_memory
birdmad just for spite of the day, i was glad when i came home from the office last night and saw that my mailbox fell off of its post. 030529
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uow yes. it is. how did three_words know?


bad memory day. but also good.
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Doar yesterday was even worse. 040824
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djstar days start off either good or bad, they end either good or bad, you never fucking know.. no matter how hard you try making it a good one, it ends up slapping you in the face, you're in the wrong, and end up drinking the night away. 041214
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djstar hanging out with him is just re-living the same bad memories.. when will i learn? hope is what saves, hope is what kills. which one will it be.... 050422
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dandy you had a whole day one way?!? my days last about 3-4 hour chunks.

I have found the less I decide how things are, the less stress I have trying to make vision conform to the label I've picked out. flow, flow, flow the boat chuting through rapids, eddying in duckweed, merriily, scarily, faerily, life is a brad pitt dream.
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djstar i like your philosophy 050425
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Piso Mojado Sleeping through class only brings up past memories of misery at Brandeis.
And the dreams I had- all manifestations of social-anxiety and fears of not belonging.
Let me get my work done and awaken tomorrow without the 100lb weight of the past around my neck
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pSyche another stain
on the fabric of my
dry clean onlylife
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