speaking_loudly yummychuckle she is talkign to her frend about how she cheated on her boyfriend and shes making it loud, making herself feel like hot shit because two guys want her. and it makes me cringe because she is far from attractive, especially with her speech having every other word be "fuck" or "shit" and whatnot. ugh 020429 ... gatorbabe there are things that just stress your last nerve sometimes, like setting your alarm clock to pm instead of am so you wake up late, or wrong numbers in the middle of the night, or sometimes even someone talking annoyingly loud. and you know they're not anyone's real fault, just honest mistakes, but you feel like every little bad thing that happens is due to some personal vendetta that some unknown force has with you. then you've got to fight off the urge to break things, especially things that might be precious, just to settle the score. where does all the madness come from? 020430 ... pushpins said my new the rapist, "what do you write?" and i replied, "words. bunches of words, strewn about in a twisty tangly web of pontification, insight and nonsensical delight." and then laughed. hard as diamonds. and shook my head. so sad that i have that memorized. 020430 ... LOUD LARRY I DO IT FOR THE SUBTLETY. 080126 what's it to you? who go blather from