nicholas the you you never knew It's been a long time. Where have you been? What have you done? How is she? School has started. How are your classes? Do you remember how I used to tell you that we would have to become best friends because we were going to the same school? Well where is my school buddy now? I haven't seen you at all. Why don't you call? I have called you plenty, why don't you call back? I just want to hangout. Talk to you. See you. I don't know what I am getting at hung up about. You haven't done much to make me desire you or a friendship. We just seemed to have a lot to talk about, no matter what. I would like to say that I dont care about you anymore but I can't, of course. I care about everyone I met and since I invested so much time with you I cant just forget it. All those nights, talking for god knows how long. What now? Have you forgotten? Is it just that easy for you? You don't care do you? No, I thought I knew you better than that. Whats your deal? 030828 ... you should know but you dont So I have given up caring. Why should I? Sure we could have fun. We could laugh a lot. We could be really good friends... and yea, maybe more. But oh well. You missed out. Fuck you dude. I just wish you knew how much you could have had and didnt get. 030925 ... *!tears_in_Jersey I miss You fall2010 signed tears in Heaven from Jersey 100930 ... s_e_m_i_n_o_l s_e_m_i_n_o_l 101005 what's it to you? who go blather from