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celestias shadow I don't know why anymore. It's not like I believe it actually works. Sometimes I have to think really hard just to come up with a wish- most of the time I don't have anything on the top of my head. Almost always it's just wishing for tomorrow to be a good day. But yet, I can't stop. I'm fifteen, and I wish on the first star I see every night. I suppose it's just one of those things that I'm not ready to grow out of yet. And sometimes I feel like it helps. 031110
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pipedream i'm almost twenty and i've been wishing on stars since....i learnt 'star light, star bright', i think. i can't remember. i wish to be happy mostly. i can't muster anything these days.

i know its not fair to give up on faith when the going gets tough, but i'm getting tired of believing and adamantly keeping my hope intact and my spirit buoyed when nothing happens. i can't see what i've gotten out of all that faith anymore and each day is a struggle to stay afloat.

and still, i search for the first little sparkle in the sky and even though i don't have a wish just yet, i wave.
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nom i always wish on stars 061014
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thorn i can never see the stars. 061015
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icy one must, to keep the hope alive. 061016
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sameolme Star light
Star bright
First star I see tonight
I wish I may
I wish I might
Have the wish I wish tonight.
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jane i wish on eyelashes 080505
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Doar I lash wishes on eyes.

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