give_me_an_answer andrea Is it so wrong for me to feel this way? To want to feel your arms around me while a flickering tv casts indigo over our ever nearing faces? To need your words so much I don't think another day could pass without hearing from you or I'd go crazy? How did you get past my guard? I've always been the sort to falter just when strength was what I should've held tightest to. And now, you say you're leaving, going far away from me and I grow fearful that such an absence would provide ample opportunity for someone to replace me in whatever role I'm playing and I wonder, will you let that happen? Last night, I dreamt we were walking along a lake with trees & the sun setting & our words making beautiful twilight music & I awoke to ask myself if you would ever let that be? When? What moment did my heart turn towards you & my mind center on you & this incredible need for your presence in my life appear? When? copyright 2000 000505 what's it to you? who go blather from