decay_of_tears
Death of a Rose is a measure of time slowed to the sound of heartbeats.
chemical precursors intiating the cyclical nautical stillness.

evaporating your graveyard slouch,
rewarding the descent of your eyelashes.
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jane years ago i watched the saline splash onto the paper, some cheesy poem or letter i would never give him. i picked it up the other day & saw how the words filled the stain with ink, around the edges, pooling in the middle. years ago i might have cried again, but this is now, and it doesn't affect me anymore. 050601
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suicidalchinadoll and there was a cherub
of the finest marble..in a chapel fountain

who shed salted tears..for the fate of the world

those tears ran until the cherub was but dust in a pool of sorrow
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mourninglight her tears are acidic, carving canyons in the topography of your face. 080523
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unhinged the way his arm jerked away
when my silent tear splashed
on his bare skin


he was my life
five_years_ago
and i've been alone ever_since




sometimes the bitter wracking sobs
come back to me
because they were the last people to know
what my love can do
five_years_ago
i still had the innocence in me
it takes to give it all away
the walls i built cause of all of it
a_tearful_gaze_turns_away
words that should be said
whispered_in_the_ear
when the people around me
actually gave a shit
when i was sad
shaky



the older i get
the wider the hole in front of me
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from