decay_of_tears
Death of a Rose
is
a
measure
of
time
slowed
to
the
sound
of
heartbeats.
chemical
precursors intiating
the
cyclical nautical
stillness
.
evaporating
your
graveyard
slouch
,
rewarding
the
descent
of
your
eyelashes
.
050531
...
jane
years
ago
i
watched
the
saline
splash
onto
the
paper
,
some
cheesy
poem
or
letter
i
would
never
give
him
.
i
picked
it
up
the
other
day
&
saw
how
the
words
filled
the
stain
with
ink
,
around
the
edges
, pooling
in
the
middle
.
years
ago
i
might
have
cried
again
,
but
this
is
now
,
and
it
doesn't
affect
me
anymore
.
050601
...
suicidalchinadoll
and
there
was
a
cherub
of
the
finest
marble
..in
a
chapel
fountain
who
shed
salted
tears
..for
the
fate
of
the
world
those
tears
ran
until
the
cherub
was
but
dust
in
a
pool
of
sorrow
050617
...
mourninglight
her
tears
are
acidic
,
carving
canyons
in
the
topography
of
your
face
.
080523
...
unhinged
the
way
his
arm
jerked
away
when
my
silent
tear
splashed
on
his
bare
skin
he
was
my
life
five_years_ago
and
i've
been
alone
ever_since
sometimes
the
bitter
wracking sobs
come
back
to
me
because
they
were
the
last
people
to
know
what
my
love
can
do
five_years_ago
i
still
had
the
innocence
in
me
it
takes
to
give
it
all
away
the
walls
i
built
cause
of
all
of
it
a_tearful_gaze_turns_away
words
that
should
be
said
whispered_in_the_ear
when
the
people
around
me
actually
gave
a
shit
when
i
was
sad
shaky
the
older
i
get
the
wider
the
hole
in
front
of
me
080524
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from