all_my_disbeliefs kerry how could i ever believe in love at first sight if no one ever falls in love with me and i won't bitch and complain just for the sake of saying what i have to say or for pity... but damn!!! **this guy** his eyes are blue-green saucers and whenever his hand rests on my desk i feel my stomach spill out through my legs into a puddle on the floor. when he reads aloud in class i could jump into his voice and never come up for air. if i could write love poems i would compose them in the sky so he would see them whenever he looked up. but we'd never say a word because once they were spoken out loud, they were spoiled.... you are impeccable and imperfectly perfect, you are something drawn out of nothing that surrounds you and i'd be anything if it would make you love me. i'd give you everything and leave myself with nothing if it would make you feel something. and if you wanted to find me i would be waiting where i always am, not saying a word probably, because you'd know anyway. 020415 ... unhinged like a punch in the stomach i can barely breathe and my sobs sound so ugly alone in the dark 020415 ... itsmej just talk to me walk with me touch my arm be with me let me feel you sometimes 020416 what's it to you? who go blather from