startling_realizations Nathan88 looking back on all my experiences with women i realized something today...when i was not self-confident i did not talk to a single girl and i blamed it on them for not giving me a chance, damn thats ignorant i realize now that i look back on it that every girl i have been interested in when i have been single that i have actually approached has givin me a chance i have never been shot down but went through a lot of my life very lonely, ok so ive been shot down a few times but those were just random peeps...im talkin about ones i have sincerely tried to get to know other peoples distorted veiws of beauty and society just held me back awhile and now that i have broken through my own mind games and emotional shackles i am the happiest man alive what if i had been shy still, i wouldnt even of talked to my soulmate and would of had to wait another lifetime to even have another chance with the most perfect woman that has ever taken one breathe in any realm of existence i cannot wait for the future 030505 ... megan i cannot live without you... i always thought of myself as independent, not needing anybody outside my own skin but this weekend, proved that all wrong and i don't know whether to be happy or scared 030505 what's it to you? who go blather from