glue
unhinged "i'm not like them
but i can pretend
the sun is gone
but i have a light
the day is done
but i'm having fun
i think i'm dumb
or maybe just happy
my heart is broke
but i have some glue
help me inhale and
mend it with you
we'll float around
and hang out on clouds
then we'll come down
and have a hangover"
011021
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ladybird sticking myself back together on a Sunday morning, drying out my drink-soaked self in the churchtime sunshine. I live a double life, I fall to pieces each weekend and spend the week after gluing this bit to that, fixing up the mess I've made. I wonder will I ever grow up enough to stop making the mess? 011022
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Inanna unhinged does not Nirvana, huh?
I'm a negative creep
I'm a negative creep
I'm a negative creep
when I'm stoned
011022
...
unhinged yes 011022
...
marz there's not much left in the bottle
not much left in me
to keep us together
to carry the weight on my shoulders.
your turn now
your turn now.
020317
...
ever dumbening as ever dumbening to fill the holes
to cover the sharper parts
to piece together the smallish harmless lies
to obfuscate the larger ones

to slow the train
the heavy lumbering train

getting through a day
with a bucket
020620
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god hell yeh 020620
...
phil stick 030513
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Whitechocolatewalrus Don't eat it, you might get sick. 031107
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rockfreq it holds me
when nothing but despair else does
i feel
like
leaving

BUT IT FUCKING WONT LET ME!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRGH!!
041110
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from