Q Even after all you've bared, surely you've nothing to be embarrassed about. Nothing. Nothing at all. You've revealed a lot. Nearly everything. And taught a lot more.

Que j'apprécie beaucoup.
unhinged it's always been one of the worst feelings for me, to be embarassed. i've always avoided it even to the point of being painfully shy when i was younger.

i'm embarassed by what i gave to him when i didn't realize how precarious his recovery was. i'm embarassed to share my feelings with him when he won't return my phone calls.

i'm embarassed by being a grad_school dropout.

i'm embarassed to demand a piece of your heart, but i think i deserve one of the pieces of the in_love part by now damnit.

i'm embarassed by how i flaunted my past with him around her, got possessive of him. but slowly, the three of us are melding together.

my feelings embarass me because it's been a long time since i was otherwise rewarded for sharing, except maybe around here. and also in light of my religious/spiritual studies and growth, my old feelings embarass me. they go against my newfound self, to be so attached and miserable. a testament to lesser days i suppose. but now i can finally help them cause i learned how to help myself.
n o m about all the music and stuff,
look back and it's all crap
and it's no wonder about anything
what's it to you?
who go