disclosure Dis I have not felt like this in so long, you couldn't imagine. My dreams, filled with future, spill over into daylight; I run an imaginary hand across your imaginary cheek, kiss your imaginary lips with a fondness that is chemical. Chemical. Like a serotonin overflow or adrenaline injection, you course through energized thought. I close my eyes in my world, open them in yours, and at night, before I sleep, I whisper to you in secret, just to see if you will hear. "Are you awake?" I ask, "I think I love you." Wait for me, sweetness, and I will give you everything. 011119 ... sabbie from across a crowded bar i watched the tears spill from your eyes as you completely broke down and if we would have been alone i would have liked to gently lick those tears from your cheeks to soak in your salt and your sorrow. but instead i had to watch from such a distance as to make my heart break as a stranger wiped away your tears and indifferently let the precious fluid fall from her fingertips to the floor where the only things they had to share ther memories and pain with were the shards of broken glass, the cigarette butts and the spilt beer that littered the dark and sticky floor 011220 ... bandaids go to: my_story 011221 what's it to you? who go blather from