routine_machine
Joana.
I'm
back
here
again
I'm
going
through
all
the
same
paths
Through
all
the
same
forms
And
you're
still
not
here
with
me
And
I'm
still
dying
inside
And
everything
flows
so
harshly
Everything
moves
so
slowly
And
I
can't
even
see
the
light
I
can't
even
see
the
last
sun
rays
Before
the
night
When
it
comes
and
caresses
my
soul
(
Gently
...)
And
the
dark
angel
whispers
to
me
(
Closely
...)
When
everything
feels
so
safe
As
if
nothing
could
ever
harm
you
As
if
no
one
could
ever
hurt
you
But
I
don't
feel
this
anymore
I
can't
see
anymore
Blindness
took
my
life's
place
And
I
no
longer
see
my
face
As
I
scrutinise
the
mirror
that's
fallen
from
the
wall
And
all
I
see
are
tatters
(
Of
what
I
once
were
...)
See
this
clearly
without
the
clouds
(
Scattering
tears
around
my
silent
existence
).
Cover
everything
with
colourless
patterns
Shades
of
a
sad
winter's
day
Reflexes
of
a
lost
life
And
a
lost
world
With
nothing
left
to
strive
for
A
void
of
empty
words
Endlessly
floating
through
the
infinite
.
I
can
only
hope
my
mind
will
leave
me
soon
.
000620
...
enriquecito
i
like
that
a
lot
, joana.
010708
...
Joana.
I'm
glad
you
do
...
I
was
a
bit
melodramatic
back
then
...
[
Wonders
if
past
is
the
correct
tense
]
:-))))))
*
Mad
grin
*
010709
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from