months_pass_like_days Effingham Fish Days like hours Hours like minutes Minutes like seconds Seconds like nothing! You could stay gone forver, I honestly could not be happier! 011030 ... jane for me, the opposite seconds pass like minutes minutes pass like hours hours pass like days days pass like months months pass like years years pass... and it's only been a couple minutes 030729 ... nomatter days go by like trucks and trains 030924 ... unhinged it's been almost six months since i ran into him at the plaza. and about half of that we've spent not talking to each other. but i remember what it felt like to be sleeping_together and i still toss and turn about calling him. it seems like just yesterday when every moment afterwards was filled with expectation instead of dread. waiting, but on the verge of it actually happening unlike it being something in the indefinite future. the future was only seconds ahead of me then. and so many important firsts and losses and changes. and i've been clean for months but it only feels like days. but i like myself better this way. march 28 was the day she died. i find it no coincidence that we found each other again on march 28. small proof that my angel still follows me around. the expectation was beautiful for once. it is suddenly fall here. i wonder if he is wearing a coat when he goes out walking. 030924 what's it to you? who go blather from