holding_hands kate the way your hand can smell after you've been holding the hand of the one you want... (not in that dirty way, in that sweet way, where you just sit there missing the actual person and how it felt to have their soft skin in yours) 010827 ... Syrope recently i've been wondering what happened with us. i think i blocked the whole thing...i just remember you made me feel like shit a lot of the time, and when i'd start to cry it just made you angrier. but then you'd realize what you were doing and you'd crumble. i just can't remember why i put up with you at all, but then i remember how we met, how you came over the first time, and how you walked me to my exam. before we got out of the sullivan lot, you'd taken my hand in yours. and you didn't let go. my fingers are lonely 040404 ... brain stew god, i so loved to... 040405 ... silentbob Yum 040406 ... orange sky i love it. i miss it. 050124 ... flowerock. With elderly strangers on the train feels good. 160905 ... flowerock. She held so tightly, utilitarian_touch. I admire those who can ask for and accept help so well. 160905 what's it to you? who go blather from