below_zero
unhinged fuck


the windows in my kitchen have so much condensation on them from the radiator that puddles are forming on the windowsills



at least the_little_radiator_that_could is back to her old self
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unhinged (i think it's literally five fucking farhenheits but with the wind, it definitely feels below zero. god please let this be my last winter in this forsaken frigid place) 110120
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lostgirl cold here too.



and beyond being negative 4 with the wind chill, it's too cold to ski which makes my already suffering mood suffer even more.


i want to escape my world and don't know how to
do it.


fuck is right.
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unhinged yes, one of my student's sisters got frostbite on her face skiing on a mountain in montana while not properly covered in extreme temperatures (being that the tops of mountains in mountain are pretty fucking high).

thankfully the wind has decided to take a break, so 4 fucking fahrenheits actually feels like 4 fucking fahrenheits (!!!!!)

there is sun, an empty blue sky, but no warmth. that is like symbolic of my life right now or something.



the only reason i'm stepping outside today is to get to the basement to do the laundry.
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unhinged (on the plus, since i'm stuck in here today anyways, i am going to start cleaning every inch of this poor slovenly little apartment.


cleaning is not my thing)
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