and_already_i_miss_you
sabbie
my
plan
has
budded
the
wishes
of
all
these
years
finally
forming
something
solid
,
something
real
those
jelly
shots
never
came
off
but
this
is
6
months
and
i'll
be
gone
another
country
another
world
,
worlds
of
experences
in
the
country
of
our
ancestral
birth
a
spiritual
trek,
a
subcultural
adventure
.
6
months
,
and
i'll
be
gone
.
and
you'll
say
something
funny
,
and
i
gaze
at
your
smile
and
already
it
hurts
.
already
,
i
miss
you
.
010826
...
ClairE
And
the
sun
hasn't
even
set
yet
,
but
the
darkness
already
hurts
me
.
The
days
are
getting
shorter.
031125
...
O_A
You
never
really
left
.
You
were
never
really
here
.
You
sat
there
next
to
me
and
even
then
I
knew
that
I
shouldn't
reach
out
for
something
that
no
one
else
could
see
.
You
were
only
ever
real
to
me
.
You've
gone
and
come
a
million
times
and
still
it
pains
me
so
.
It
feels
like
I
spend
all
my
time
waiting
for
you
to
be
here
and
then
it's
time
for
you
to
go
.
I
catch
glimpses
of
you
sometimes
like
a
memory
of
a
dream
and
then
it
fades
like
fog
in
the
summer
.
You
never
left
so
you
could
come
back
and
already
I
miss
you
.
031125
...
a girl with nothing to say
school
just
got
out
for
christmas
break
and
already
i
miss
you
its
only
been
2
days
since
ive
seen
you
and
already
i
miss
you
...
031222
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
