loft
nom i get scared of the dark

of the thought of ghosts and burglars
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endless so many plans for these walls.
positions and plots. deviance exemplified.
but we let it all lay on the floor.
because I'm all sort of broken
and won't let you in.
my body just won't let you in anymore.
it doesn't listen to me.
it just reacts and inflames.
I miss you I swear.
all my thoughts rush towards it,
but slower and slower each week that passes by.
maybe the desire will just die.
and this loft will never get the closure it deserved from the start.
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nit swearwing is wude. 100913
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nit desire |dəˈzī(ə)r|
noun
a strong feeling of wanting to have something or wishing for something to happen : [with infinitive ] a desire to work in the dirt with your bare hands.
strong sexual feeling or appetite : they were clinging together in fierce mutual desire.
verb [ trans. ]
strongly wish for or want (something) : he never achieved the status he so desired | [as adj. ] ( desired) it failed to create the desired effect.
want (someone) sexually : there had been a time, years ago, when he had desired her.
archaic express a wish to (someone); request or entreat.
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nit what do you desire? a piece of metal crafted into a cool car? it costs man power and there's lost of mans around here that i'm sure will make you one! 100913
what's it to you?
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