drunken_thoughts_one_lonely_night The Goddess Cupid Instigate in to me a new way of being so I can understand, overcome. Shove down my throat your overblown ego and let me see your consumer-driven media based points of view and then we can all agree in a politically correct peace. Self-justified extremities because Disney told me I would live happily ever after when my prince saves me and I am thus made whole. Shit, this is all bullshit and we are all wading knee dip in our own manure; laughing at each other over laughing at ourselves. Paranoia and 2/3rds of America sucking down Prozac and ephedra like no tomorrow here we go again on the rollercoaster up and down but the mind is sound its everyone else who is insane. Someone tell me which hole I can dig and hide in without being disturbed, over three million in one place and I am getting no where as the rage fibers its way in to every cell because it was never supposed to be this way. Cold steel on my lips such a seductive dance, violence the way to be so I have been told and trained so well to self-destruct when problems arise because coping is watching a reality based tv show and pretending its you. Where did it all go wrong? Was it truly when we settled through farming, or when an animal gained intelligence? 040515 what's it to you? who go blather from