overthinking Zed I didn't do it. I spent to much time thinking about it and not enough time doing. So I didn't do it, but I wish I had. 021117 ... fucking shy as hell Takes away all my time. Destroys my friendships. Makes me feel conscious about wearing a mini skirt- you know, the flared ones that lots of the girls wear now. Makes me depressed. When I overthink, I can destroy anything. I take away the magic of anything. Overanalyze and destroy. I wish I didn't overthink. I wish I just lived my life, because I feel stagnant. I'm stuck and this is stupid. I want to play the drums and fall in love with a boy (or a girl?) I don't care. There is no love life for me right now. Maybe I don't want a love life. Ah, overthinking converts everything into bullshit. I wish I weren't so fucking shy. 040630 ... methinx The key is not to overthink, because overthinking leads to ...something something. 040630 ... silentbob in_my_own_head 140130 ... unhinged does have the benefit of eliminating the sharpest sting of surprise because every eventuality has already been imagined 140131 ... u24 I'm starting to recognise when I do it, and that it is at least an option for me to just not 200520 ... unhinged i find it much less appealing to ruminate myself into an inner frenzy now thanks rinpoche direct_perception keeps me sane in this insane time 200521 what's it to you? who go blather from